Monday, July 26, 2010

Last week have definitely been a busy week.3 projects crammed together and this week I still have to work on the other two projects.I hope that I am still able to find some time for myself. Due to the lack of sleep this two week, illness starts to get over me and I just have to get use to the coughing and high fever.

After the incident in lower secondary, I thought I would have learn to be more clever le de. I thought I will never fall in the same trap again. But things wasn't this way. It seems to be like a continue cycle. At first, I may still feel sad from the cold shoulder. But it seems like I have got use to it. But the others is right. Things should not be happening in this way.Thus, perhaps it is time for me to pause and think over.

Started to get confuse.Wondering if the happiness beforehand is just a wrong signal given to me. But no matter what, I think I got the message.Thank for all the people that gives me advise if not, I may never know that there will be other interpretations to the issue. First time feels that over optimistic= ignorant.

But it is alright now. For I have decided on the next step. I am gonna to let everything return to normal, if this way could change the situation for a better one. At times where I am too stubborn and keep hanging on to it, I will constantly remind myself of the impossibility and I will hide my feeling so well that no one will be able to find out unless I want them to know.

I am not being emo and I will never be emo. For I am happiieva! Happiieva is pro is countering sadness and stress ya(;

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Monday, July 26, 2010

6:12 PM

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Monday, July 26, 2010

6:12 PM

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6:12 PM