Monday, May 23, 2011
My family members in Christ, I am so disappointed. Friday 20th May, I went for my cell group meeting. I have been hesitating whether should I share the good news of my business with my cell group. Finally, during last Friday I shared the good news with them. But the moment I mention that it is something related to my business, the atmosphere changes. The room is filled with silence. My heart shank immediately, my voice gets softer and softer, I no longer have the mood to share the good news with the rest. I really don't understand. Is there anything I have done wrong to deserve all these treatment? I never cheat, I never force neither do I pester anyone. I never regret sharing the news but maybe I will never share anything again...My family members in Christ, perhaps you guys have not notice, but subconsciously you guys have started to judge me. Perhaps not for who I am but judge me for the things I am doing. Put yourself in my shoe and recall all the things you have said to me or behind my back, why have things turned this way? Labels: Perhaps only Jesus understand me the most
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